Life,,,,

I haven't done this in a while... my way of shamelessly spewing the contents of my brain out so I can live without the urge to hang myself from... well you get what I'm saying.

I am in the process of getting a divorce. I really hurt my future ex-wife... I tend to hurt people perhaps I need some work? Who knows really??? I mean everyone thinks that they know and perhaps they do know... what's right for them.

So I was with this beautiful woman that I really love and she doesn't believe me... I am so over trying to make people believe me so I shall go on... at least I believe me? Yeah I like that... question mark :-)